Well, my stupid AF turned up 3 days early today. Soooooo pissed off. Not only am I not pregnant but my cycles are all fecked up (and my luteal phase was 9-10 days- worrying).
Am on my own this evening, my fiance (who will be known as The Mr for the rest of this post) is out- lucky for him otherwise I would be moaning and complaining to him. I feel so sorry for him at the moment. He is going through a lot of stress at work- he is co-ordinating his work's move from one office to another. Last night we went out for a meal with my dad and step-mum. When we got in The Mr started ranting about how stressed he is, how annoying/rude my dad is (kinda true to be honest- well, selfish and emotionally retarded is more like it) etc etc. I listened to him rant for a good hour and he calmed down. Then I off-loaded my stresses.
He was wonderful, he listened and said he could understand why I was upset. I mean, I don't think he gets it, he broke off at one point to draw a fertility graph- don't ask! Anyway, I think he may be up for us going to the private clinic for a consultation.
So for now I am suffering cramps and am miserable. I spotted about 731 heavily pregnant women on the way home from work. I hate them. I also hate anyone who got in my way when I was trying to stride home... and just other people generally.... except for The Mr. He can stay.
Hope you're ok. It sounds like a bottle-of-wine-and-takeaway-pizza-and-crap-film sort of evening. At least your DH is being supportive and agreeing to go to the clinic.
ReplyDeleteHave just had spaghetti and tomato sauce, home-made chocolate mousse and white wine :-)
ReplyDeleteStupid AF.
ReplyDeleteDespite the crapness of the day, it sounds like you and the Mr are starting to communicate properly about things.
Homemade chocolate mousse sounds amazing!
I didn't mean to suggest that you didn't communicate properly before! I more meant that he's starting to understand why you are feeling so stressed.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear AF has shown up. Sending lots of hugs. xx
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